Ahahahaah, oh my. 

My first kiss was behind the gym with a girl who already had a boyfriend in the 8th grade. I remember being so nervous the night before that I looked up how to give a proper kiss. Ahahahahahaha. Well, when the moment finally came, I ended up missing her lips. It was absolutely horrible. 

As for my first “love”, that’s an interesting story to tell. There was this girl that I was enamored with for three years and it was a rather tumultuous period of time for me. It’s almost funny to look back at it because those feelings for her were real.. but they’re so foreign to me now. But, she was my everything. I’d do anything for her, and she knew it. She didn’t intentionally take advantage of me, but it still happened. She knew that I’d always be there for her, even if she found another man. She subtly led me on by telling me there was moments that she saw us together but I kind of ‘missed’ them. Basically, she was Summer Finn and I was Tom Hansen (ironically enough, she’s the reason as to why I watched the movie). 

But, oh well. Her and I are cool now. I’m a Summer Finn and she’s a Tom Hansen. Everything worked out, I suppose.